By March Gunderson, M.Div., M.Ed., Licensed Mental Health Provider on Samaritan Staff (click here to see March's Bio)
for many others it is not. In fact it can be a very sad season when guided by much of the culture’s messages. But if one is a person of faith, it can change things.
I grew up with much snow, many white Christmas’s and a great deal of enjoyment in Santa Claus and his reindeer. One Christmas I convinced my sister that she had a horse in the backyard from Santa. I still feel bad about it, as that was not true and it was one of my sister’s deepest wishes. As an adult she got what she wanted, but as a child did not! It was not so great a Christmas for her.
We had Christmas cookies, prime rib, Yorkshire pudding, homemade fruitcake, a visiting grandmother, carols, a real tree, presents, and a cresh (manager) set. I moved the shepherds the lambs and the donkey around. The angels appeared and disappeared. Mary and Joseph were always by baby Jesus, but the Wisemen were all over the place with their camels. I had fun at Christmas, spoiled, really. Often the moon shone bright on the new fallen snow and I could see this as I played.
Fast forward to my time as a young adult. I was married and widowed in 4 years time. That Chirstmas without my husband....was filled with soul searching. I was young and so was he, although at the time I did not seem young to myself, only bewildered. I slept on the couch by the fireplace and smelled the pine of our tree. The cresh set was still there but my family was not all present. Tragedies happen and Christmas still comes. There are those who have died in a timely order and they
are missed. But there are also those who die too early. Who am I questions arise and questions about what do I believe?
Jesus arrived in instability - in a questionable home, questionable political order, not in a palace or home, but in a stable. In the midst of disorder there was courage ( Mary and Joseph), there was curiosity and perseverance (wisemen), there was loyalty and peace (animals), there was wonder and hope (shepherds), there was a mysterious presence (angels), and there was love everywhere?
Loss is experienced by many people. We can’t get through this life without some loss. There are times of of being lost in hurt, but as a person of faith I can say that somehow on that first Christmas of trying to make sense of tragedy, of loss, of brokenness . . . it bottomed out not in happiness, but a deep joy. We are not alone. We are loved despite the darkness of not knowing. Joy to you all.
PS. There have been many Christmas’s since then
Blue Christmas / Longest Night Services
Blue Christmas or Longest Night Services allows a holy time and space to honor our sense of loss and grief and to remember especially those who carry grief and loss this season.
Many congregations offer Blue Christmas/Longest Night Services. Here are a few:
Sunday, December 14 at 4 p.m. at Episcopal Church of the Holy Cross, 11526 162nd Ave. NE, Redmond. Blue Christmas Eucharist. Learn more here.
Thursday, December 18 at 7 p.m. in Thomsen Chapel, Saint Mark's Episcopal Cathedral, 1245 10th Ave. E., Seattle. Blue Christmas Service. Learn more here.
Friday, December 19 at 7 p.m. at Our Redeemer's Lutheran Church, 2400 NW 85th St., Seattle. Blue Christmas Service. Learn more here.
Sunday, December 21 at 5 p.m. in the Chapel at University Congregational UCC, 4515 16th Ave. NE, Seattle. Longest Night Worship Service. Learn more here.
Sunday, December 21 at 5 p.m. at St. Luke's Lutheran, 3030 Bellevue Way, Bellevue. Blue Christmas Service. Learn more here.
Sunday, December 21 at 7 p.m. at Trinity Lutheran, 6215 196th St. SW, Lynnwood. The Longest Night Service. Learn more here.
Sunday, December 21 at 7 .m. at Holy Spirit Lutheran, 10021 NE 124th St., Kirkland. Longest Night Service. Learn more here.
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